"I AM" Edited

I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.
I wonder about the unknown future.
I hear too many words filled with too many meanings.
I see people trying to spin the world on their finger.
I want to know everything or be content with knowing nothing.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.

I pretend I am not anxious.
I feel inward, outward, upward, downward, but not necessarily happy all the time.
I touch people that I love.
I worry when I’m not trusting God.
I cry because I cannot stop sinning.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.

I understand that God is in control.
I say that Jesus is God no matter what anyone believes.
I dream about redemption and perfection with Him.
I try to persevere in faith no matter what I’m feeling.
I hope in Christ alone.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.

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I wrote this poem in 8th grade and a lot of it is still very true. I thought it was interesting. I'm trying to rewrite it and am almost complete. When I'm finished, it will be posted.

"I Am"

I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.
I wonder about my future as a mother and wife.
I hear words with no meaning.
I see the world spinning around me.
I want desires that I shall never receive.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.

I pretend that I have no troubles at all.
I feel mother’s love.
I touch adorable puppies stuffed and alive.
I worry about not doing my best.
I cry when being hurt by a close friend.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.

I understand that God is my creator.
I say things that will never come true.
I dream about tomorrow and how it will conclude.
I try to be worthy of my family’s love.
I hope that my fantasies will come true.
I am stubborn and sensitive but loved tremendously.